Life. It [Continues]

School is coming to a close. Summer is about here. I'm ready to have no more worries for a few months and relax a bit. Only problem is that won't be happening. I've got some driving to learn. And I've better kick it into high gear too or else things won't work out too hot. I had my first "experience" today driving and it came as quite a surprise. Dad was taking me to Walmart to buy the CD I wanted but first he had to stop at the Special Services school to meet Todd. Special services had an empty parking lot. You know what that meant for me. So I had to get behind the wheel in my sandals and all. Needless to say, I wasn't prepared, caught completely off guard. That's when it all went wrong. Basically, I've never and I mean NEVER had any experience sitting behind the wheel. I've never even pushed a pedal before. Dad expected me to be able to manuever the car from the beginning and I knew it wasn't going to happen that fast. But, I tried. I failed. I sucked. I was stupid. I had no idea what I was doing despite taking the drivers ed class. Dad...well...Dad yelled. Now, I'm not trying to make him sound like a bad person (even though I was thinking that at the time...sorry dad) but he was just trying to get me to learn. I realize that I'm gonna need to "buck up" and get into gear. (Get it!?) I'm going to have to get back out there and practice again even if I'm not too thrilled to go again after a miserable first experience. I'm going to have to drive whether I like it or not and I need to drill that in my head now. It's inevitable. Ryan, you're gonna be driving.

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This weekend's gonna be hot...and stormy. I want to spend the weekend swimming and being outside. After all, Monday is the last day of school before finals.
I've got my summer assignments now to work on unfortuately so now I'm gonna have that weighing at the back of my mind if I don't start working on them. Yup, I've got my work cut out for me.

It's inevitable now......