Life. It [Continues]

Once I stop with updating this site, it's hard to get back into it. So there's only a few more weeks in February and I can't wait until spring. I am seriously ready to get back outside and clean up the trampoline area for some long days outside. Indoor soccer is pretty much over now. We had our pizza party on Saturday. I worked the whole day there because my meet was today so I should get a big chunk of money from this one. My meet today (Hendersons) was frustrating. Every meet makes me feel so sucky at the sport even though I know it's only my first year and bladdy blah I know the whole "speal". But, it's just so embarressing being this 16 year old, tall guy among these 8, 11, and 13 year olds. Basically, I should be a much higher level but I'm not good enough so I have to be in with the younger kids until I reach the skill level I need to be at. I'm not liking it.

Tomorrow is a day off from school. It's presidents day weekend. I have homework to do. Hopefully, I'll be able to do more tomorrow than just homework. I should. Actually, I'm most excited about being able to sleep in. I had to get up at 6:00 this morning. I was grumpy because it felt like a regular school day except it was a Sunday. I don't like getting up any time before 8:00 on weekends. It puts me in a bad mood until I get over and suck it up because I know it's not worth it in the long run. Now that I think about it, it's all the little things making me mad (the gymnastics meet, the early mornings, the homework, the days working) but in the long run, it's all worth it. Maybe I should tell myself that more often. You never know. It just might help the days go by a tad bit smoother...